I still have ID card problems in my country -Venezuela- , meaning i cant find a job, can't create a bank account, get credit to start a business of my own and so on; Lately I have been thinking seriously to give up on my nationality and live as a US resident here, or emigrate to the united states, the land which saw my birth to this world; the thing is that to leave means leaving my old mother behind, and that will brake my heart; i cant find it in me to leave her alone here as things are now *sighs* what can I do?

Today my computer did not wanted to start, I cried in desperation, firtunaly it start on it's own after the fourth time -.- Thank god... this little computer is all I have to get a living, and if it damages I will be seriously fu*ked; I work on the Internet "killing tigers"(odd jobs) however! since November of last year I am experiencing IP serve issues; there is nothing I can do to solve this but to complain with the IP server company; hoping someday my Internet works as it once did; please send good thoughts to the IP company so my internets gets fixed once and for all Thank you for your patience.